i remember in my youth. I would spend nights contemplating, thinking of theory's, i always thought that it made me special or smarter than others. But in the end i was just like everyone else, all i wanted was attention to feel unique. But how little difference it made, i embraced the humanity that i was and looked at human nature. Not to feel good about myself but to find myself. Human nature was like fate. It is ever changing and you can never know what it could be without changing it. It was human nature to think the way i did and twas human nature to go against it. The greatest threat i thought was the limits of my memory. Thus i went on a crusade to record everything.